It was fun. I actually had my mind on being up really late Saturday night because that's when most fun is taking place because of the BEER TENT!! yeah!

However we'd gone home around one or two and i fell asleep. then my grandparents returned back to the festival to sell tee shirts. I stayed behind because i wasn't feeling well that much so i watched TV, read, and had lunc. Well, when they returned around five thirty i was outside reading a book my grandma gave me and listening to music. So we decided to stay home.
We played Who Wants To be a millionaire and i was winning until i got to the 250,ooo question or something. Grandpa Duane won because i gave him the presidental questions.

My ex, asked me out for dinner, i said no. It would be too awkward and of course as the damn fates would have it, i had a nightmare about him! I wasn't pleased. But then on Sunday, during the parade i saw him but i was in it so i couldn't really chat very long. I also saw Danny.
Danny and i were known as the shortest in the class, him being the shortest guy and me being the shortest girl.... yeah he's taller then me now. lol



What made me depressed and has me since was that i saw my biological grandparents, Jimmy Glenn's parents, his brother and my two cousins. Airen married in 2003 and now they have two little boys, my cousins and they're so cute. My grandma Glenn has short hair cut almost to the scalp but only she could pull off a cut like that! Grandpa Glenn looks good but he didn't even recognize me. I was shaky the entire time i was in my Uncle's home. I knew he lived two doors from where i used to live but just being there was uncomfortable. I've spent so much energy pretending they didn't exist and then i was thrust back into their lives so suddenly. Sunday was a long and big day for me. I ignored alot of calls because of it.
Oh well.

I gave them my address and email, sucks that i have to be dad's for a week without Email though. lol.
I found out about my birth father: he and his two step-daughter are kind of estranged from him and their own mother. Chris, my stepmom is the daughter of a guy who owns a TV station i think so they were kind of spoiled. Julie, my sister, refused to do anything and unfortunately my other stepsister, Pheobe, the younger one, must have followed in her footsteps because now i don't know where they are. My brother brother Matthew- that little shit! he's in fourth grade already, i hate that i have miss out this- i almost wish i could see him but that'd mean seeing Jimmy and i can't have that. I already risk too much by just giving my grandparents contact info. (Kathy and Jim)

The family name is James, by the way; James, Jim, Jimmy, somehow that name is in almost every name in their family when it comes to the boys in the fam.


Well after i got home finally after the longest drive of my life, the ex called- i ignored him... he was kind of expecting me to hang out with him after the parade but we left right away and since i was with the Glenn's i wouldn't anyway. And to be fair i almost didn't recognize Kathy.
I didn't feel so bad for ignoring the ex.

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## For the Book i'm reading, okay don't laugh, it's called 'oop Culture- How America is Shaped by its Grossest National Product'. My grandma Lynette gave it to me and it's actually interesting and funnier then gross.